Sometimes life throws curve balls. Sometimes those balls are loaded with unbelievably stinky CRAP!
I recorded my video on Sunday. 24 hours later I received a phone call which literally brought me to my knees. It would be easy for me to allow the overwhelming pain of losing a loved one to completely derail everything. I’ve been shrouded in grief, disappointment, and pain, but uplifted by peace, hope, and comfort. I must go on record to say that I am not standing on my own strength, but I gratefully lean on the shoulders and prayers of my fellow Mamavation Moms – Joanna & Rebecca. I am so grateful for the opportunity to share not just my health and fitness journey, but my life, with my amazing Campaign Sistas. I made it through one of the most difficult days of my life thanks to their support. I don’t mean to brag, but this may very well be the BEST campaign that Mamavation has ever had 
These Sistas are simply the best!
With that in mind, please note that there’s no crying in baseball, and absolutely no whining in Mamavation. I am certain that if I asked, I would be given grace to take an early rest day, or perhaps lighten my obligations. But I didn’t ask, and I didn’t bail on any exercise or nutrition plans. Why? Simply put: there are times when real life gets messy, scary, and sometimes, downright unbearable, but we do not have to remain paralyzed by fear, pain, or even loss. Mamavation Mom isn’t a title or a fad; it is the path to a lifestyle change. My growth in this doesn’t stop in the face of tragedy. Instead, I press forward.
Thanks so much to Leah, Mark, my Campaign Sistas, and all of those who embraced my hurt, tears, & weakness this week, and allowed me to borrow their strength.
If I didn’t cheat on my workout or meals after this heartbreaking morning, no one should. #NOExcuses #Mamavation
— jeanae (@jeanae) February 13, 2013
Total loss for the Campaign -23.
| Week 1 | Week 2 | Week 3 | Week 4 | |
| Chest | 40 | 38 | 37 | 36.5 |
| Waist | 35 | 36 | 35 | 34 |
| Hips | 44 | 43 | 42 | 42 |
| Thighs | 25 | 24 | 24 | 22 |
| Arms | 12 | 13 | 12 | 13 |
Until next week,
XOXOXOXO
You are the wind beneath are wings and together we will soar. Jeanae you are by far the strongest person I have ever met. Through all this past week you have done it with Poise and a determination that shows why you were picked to be part of this campaign. Without you Joanna and I would just be 2 loud sarcastic yet HOT women. You are Awesome, a Rock Star, A Diva and most importantly a Beautiful Soul. LOVE You !!!!
Rebecca is right on the money – YOU are the one showing US how to be strong. And nice. Because you know we need lessons in nice! You’re doing an amazing job with your weight loss, and we will do whatever we can to support you. LOVE YOU!!
I am so sorry for you loss Jeanae. I am so inspired by your determination to not let anything derail you from your journey. Don’t forget that we are all here for you. I will pray for you and the family of your loved one.
Thanks so much for your support & prayers; they are helping more than words can say.